The Organ of Meaning

As I processed a little today with my in-laws’ pastor he asked a question that struck at the heart of what I’ve been wrestling with. It’s a question that doesn’t seem to be all that crazy or out of the realm of possibility and even seems that it would be a next logical step in where God is calling me in ministry.

In the past year I have moved to a part-time position filling one of the IT roles for Campus Crusade for Christ in this region. I am still also working on campus in the DC area (also part-time now). I like both, but I love working on campus. The question that I need to come to grips with is this:

Would I be okay and would I trust God if he called me to fill the IT position full time?

Right now, I am not sure. But I know what the answer needs to be; not because I think God might (or might not), but because I know that I need to have complete trust in His goodness and His trustworthiness.

All of you who are reading this and are the praying type, please keep doing so for my personal retreat this week.